MYSTERY.
So much of life I have found to be a mystery.
Seeking to understand why tragic things happen the way they do. The
truly unfathomable
complexity of creation. The ability for Lucifer to possess selfish desires
in heaven.When physical and medical complications aren't present,
why does
a Mother’s
precious baby die during childbirth? The unexplainable concept of grace.
The unfathomably complex “understanding” of free will. Miracles.
Cosmic forces. Sharing the belief that there has to be something more to
life than
the conflict
between
what
we
are
told
to
believe
and what our experience is telling us is the way it is. Most people
search for the meaning of life from a personal doctrine based in fear.
It is obvious
there is a spiritual essence to
all of life,
but no two people
experience it the same. How is it that five people can describe their personal
spiritual journey to me and by comparison, each of their stories has little
in common with any of the others regarding how God worked or what sparked
their initial
moment of spiritual transformation? Of course, the ultimate concern of
what is our purpose in this life.
Personally, I have wrestled with a variety
of answers only to find God at the core of all of life’s blessings,
sufferings, complications, turns, turmoils, joys, and unexplainable
mystery. I
believe in a mysterious, unexplainable God that is sovereign and
knows us completely (from our sufferings and evil deeds to our laughter
and what makes us feel whole) who can be trusted to make all
things new. My life is evident of this transformation, and I have
seen
it
present in others. I want to be part of that transformation and
God has tugged on my heart enough to create in me a passion to surrender
my heart, time and talents to be involved in activities and environments
where I can effectively thrive at helping people discover, understand,
embrace and desire a spiritually transforming relationship with
God.
Since April of 2008, I have been serving on the Pastoral Resources
team of Woodcrest Chapel in
Columbia, Missouri.What keeps me most busy is serving as a Men’s Ministry
Director and working closely with a
team of 5 others
in (amazing,
huh?)
creating and managing environments addressing the spiritual needs
of our church
family. Additionally, I'm one of several people responsible for putting
together two communion services a month and the coordinator of our
church’s intensive educational environments called Crash Courses.
My wife and I have been passionately serving married couples through something
we call MadeOne since 1997. I love the challenge of helping couples heal
hurting marriages and leading conferences, workshops or seminars focused
on preventing problems and being proactive at building and maintaining
a strong, healthy marriage
I also do some writing for Chritian-based educational material,
literature and theology as well. I’ve been on a hiatus
for what I think has been two years, but hope to do some more
writing
for our Light in the Dark site
before 2008 comes to an end. Of course, I rarely turn down the opportunity
to preach or teach in almost any
environment. But, after reviewing this site, do you honestly
believe I could find the time? Contact
me if you do and tell me what
you think.
I try my best to live with the intention that
I might be the hands and feet of this mystery.